homeostasis

I don't usually blog in my own blog, but I feel like writing. Plus a friend suggested to me the other day that I should start one. Little did she know that I maintain a THRIVING blog with TWO followers. So anyway here I am.

My life is only now sort of stable - My son was born, Ilse is growing up, my dogs are getting old and fat, my cat goes outside at night now, and David is doing well in his new job - over the road trucking. It's really hard to have him gone all the time, but we're working for a better tomorrow, today! and so we just deal with it. I've dropped a lot of the meaningless things I used to do to make other people happy - like serving on the Theology and Worship Committee for the Grand Canyon Presbytery, but am quickly acquiring new meaningless things to do to make other people happy.

I've decided just now to clean the house and kick my own ass in gear to do the things I really enjoy: creating beautiful things for myself and my family, ie sewing, crocheting, knitting, and cooking. Well, not really that last one. I threw that in to make myself sound more interesting and well-rounded. I don't ONLY want to be a crazy craft lady...

At any rate, my life is slowly becoming more even and predictably-scheduled, but I have that unsettled feeling one gets when a big life change is about to happen. I don't know what it is yet, but it's probably well on it's way.